at the beep
“Ninth message, received on the 20th of February, 2:16pm.”
“Goodbye Kurt. You’re the only one I really wanted to leave anything for. I just hope… I hope you’re stronger than I was. I love you. Bye.”
“Eighth message, received on the 20th of February, 1:39pm.”
“I need someone to talk to. Kurt, please, pick up. Just this once. And then never again. I swear, I’ll never bother you again. I just need something now.”
“Seventh message, received on the 20th of February, 12:07pm.”
“They know, Kurt. They wrote it on my locker. How… how did you survive all the looks and the screaming and the laughing? How could I have ever done that… that to a human being? To you? It just… it hurts so much… I can’t stand it here…”
“Sixth message, received on the 20th of February, 11:12am.”
“… … …”
“Fifth message, received on the 18th of February, 2:34am.”
“-at they’d do to me, I can’t bear the thought of it. I went out of McKinley and just made myself into the same person, the same jock and I hate it and I want you to know that I wish I could go back and be friend with you and maybe this would be fine and maybe I wouldn’t have fucked up everything trying to be someone that I’m not and I just don’t know how long I can last Kurt please just pick up, pick up…”
“Fourth message, received on the 18th of February, 2:30am.”
“I get it, you hate me now. But Kurt, you really felt like the only person I could ever talk to about this. And I know that’s weird, I know it. It’s because of all that stupid stuff I did to you, and I regret it, I just really want you to know that. I need you to know that. No one else does, and I just… I admire how you can be yourself, but if they ev-“
“Third message, received on the 17th of February, 10:16pm.”
“Please, Kurt. Tell me if you’re mad at me. I understand if you, after everything I did to you, I just… I guess I just wish.”
“Second message, received on the 16th of February, 10:29am.”
“Listen, I don’t know if you got my last message, but… I am sorry, Kurt. Just… if you could text me or something, so I know that you heard this… and if you’re mad at me, just let me know too, okay.”
“First message, received on the 14th of February, 11:54pm.”
“Kurt. I’m… I’m sorry for the Valentine’s thing. Just… don’t worry about me, or anything I said. Sorry.”
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